Things around here have been pretty chaotic since school started. I mean it's good because this year is a piece of cake for me. I haven't really been good at math ever and it would just be simple algebra, who knew I'd understand trig more than anything ever xD.
I've been packing the past week getting ready to move out of the house with my mom. Shes been so stressed out lately too and shes been smoking like a chimney. I don't blame her though I mean everything for her has been happening in little time with her father dying and all. I'm almost done packing up everything in my room, my moms always questioning if I'm alright. (She thinks I'm going to miss it here) I tell her everything is right as rain because it's sort of a bitter-sweet situation.
1)Bad memories are brought to me by this house.
2)But it's been my home for all my life.

Honestly, I just can't wait to get the hell out because it's not the ending of my life now, it's a fresh start on my new life. Moving to a neighborhood where no one knows my name or my past. Just what they see of me now will forever stay in their minds. I've been feeling rather cool and collected lately, thinking of just stuff thats been throbing in my head. Nothing bad just stuff that I've realized about my life and how it's changed since highschool. I mean, I only have two years left in highschool. Then I'm flying out of the nest for good.
It's crazy.
It's exciting.
It's a fresh start.